I'm good without you

Last night he made it so clear. He's just not that into me, he is just trying to play me. But I don't get played babyboy, I don't, I won't. This ain't over yet, the tables just got turned. Hold on to your seatbelt baby cuz you is in for a ride!! I know, at the moment I'm frustrated and would really like to tear his ass apart (and not in a sexual way) but I've learned to keep my cool. E'rybody gets played once in their life and I guess my number was up! It took me about 4 years to open up again and allow myself to fall in love. He just crushed all of that in about 20 minutes hahaha. Now that's a record. But I've decided instead of being bitter about it (and mess up my great complexion), I'm gonna turn the energy of pain into energy of strenght. Actually I just wanted to get even with his mofoking ass last night but after a good night sleep I'm just gonna turn dem tables like a turntablist and play his ass for a while. He might not see it coming but I will hit him like a ton of bricks *GnaGnaGna*

Nah, I won't and I know that. But I will make him suffer and regret he ever tried to play me. Cuz Mxstr doesn't get played, she plays, she is DA MASTER!! But on the other hand, I just might give him a second change cuz he does make me feel really good about myself when I'm with him. So I just might enjoy it for the time being and just throw away the key to my heart again.


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=76AE1EXhozY

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=w19e7xc79Sw

I know it might not last

Cuz it all happened so fast but I cherrish every second from the moment we met.
U make me feel safe, happy, witty and normal. U don't judge me and tell me I have sexy body. U love kissing me and hugging me or holding my hand in public. U defend me and stand by me. U pick me up when I need it and you also respect me. U have your soft side but know how to talk that dirty talk when needed ;-)
U got your priorities straight, kids first, the rest later and I respect that. U work hard to provide for them but yet ýou don't spoil them. I spellbounded me but in a good way.
U opened up my heart again and now I can love and show it 2. This thing between you and me might not last but for now it will do. It goes very well with the new me and feels like an adventure... I haven't forgotten about the other guy but for now, you are the object of my affection.

Thanx B for walking into my life...